- I'm sorry this happened too and I know it wasn't my fault - still feels that way though.
- That voice is getting softer each day.
- I really am working on it as fast as I can.
- Why didn't I just think of letting go since I am having such a good time now ? (That one may be a bit harsh. ..yeah well rape ain't for the faint of heart).
- I don't always know what I need or how to ask.
- Kids still don't know so please be careful around them.
- I am wounded but not fragile.
- I am still ME.
- I do talk about other things and am interested in you (well, as much as I always was and yes, I see the smirking)
- I'll let you know if I need an alibi.
- It is getting better.
I wanted to say the last one again - it is getting better. I realized that all these posts are pretty angsty which is completely appropriate and fucking understandable. I only write when I'm trying to sort out the intense stuff. Funny, I don't find intense happy stuff as confusing.
I'm hacking away as I make my way through this jungle. The words seem to be the debris from that journey. The path is getting clearer and clearer everyday.
Thanks everyone for backing me up.
One last thing - fuck him.